Monday, October 6, 2008

feeling defeated

You ever just feel like you can't get ahead no matter what?

fight

have faith

believe

be patient

wait

roll with the punches

keep trusting








i

think

i

will

just

go

sit

in

a

corner

and

cry

thank

you

very

much

......



Maybe I'm just being emotional for no reason... or i'm simply stressed... or just simply feeling like all kinds of blessing are just passing by and landing with other people... i'm not trying to hide behind a door... i'm sitting out here in the open... i probably couldn't even get struck by lightning standing in an open field if i tried knowing the way things go for me...

maybe the enemy is just getting to me... or i just need sleep.... i have a fairly long day ahead of me tomorrow... or today... service day... then writing a paper that i've been putting off.... my muscles all ache because of finally working out today, for the first time in what seems like forever... so, i'm going to bed to try and get some sleep...

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